Declaration

Some guys are as dull as shit. Some gay guys are as dull as shit... Gay life in Cyprus sucks, NOT in a good way... I'm a 23 year old -and almost desperate- guy that happens to be gay. And I am not my dick, I repeat; I am not my dick!

Many men -and women but hey! it's my dramaqueenism moment- have decorative heads, which they take care by cutting their hair. Well, I met a lot of people that have legs to transfer their genitals. Yes, some men have legs to wander around their dicks! And I'm fuckin' sick of it. I once more declare; I am not my dick. My dick does not represent my personality.

Υ.Γ. Δεν μου έβγαιναν όλα αυτά στα ελληνικά... για αυτό τα έγραψα στα αγγλικά.

Well the main reason I don't like gay themed films is that in the films there are so many -unnecessary- sex scenes. So being gay means you are constantly trying to find privacy to have sex, as in Trick? Well -heterosexual- teens also do that (at least in my country). Ok, gays are also people with needs and blah blah blah BUT it's a TON of sex -and drugs- in that films. What the hell am I saying? Do I want decent Disney gay-themed films? No. I want you to go back and think about love. Hashtag #lamest_thing_ever. Do you love someone just because of sex?

You can have the best sex of your life. And maybe -lucky you- you reach an orgasm (which for men is NOT difficult). OK, now you had a shower and you're clean. You return to bed and...? And? Shall we talk a bit? You can't say anything. Oh please don't “How was I?” me!

Our parents -or some of 'em- are truly in love. Every couple has their ups and downs, that's for sure. My grandparents were in deeply love, they were the most loving couple I've ever seen, and my grandma still loves him even he passed away years ago. They have been best friends and lovers, and through the ages they were more and more attracted to each other. They were married for more than half a century, and we can't have a relationship for more than a freakin' year... We are obviously doing something wrong!

A guy called me egocentric. I was pissed off but then I was laughing out loud (a.k.a. Lol-ing). I've neglected my feelings so many times and I was never talking about how *I* feel. I don't care about that anymore, I'm talking and expressing myself so yes, fuck_u_NOT! I don't want another “relationship-attempt” I won't participate in any of your sick experiments. I wanna go out for a date and by the end of that date to still wear ALL of my clothes. Thank you, and screw you.

I don't know what's happening. I am gay and I'm not ashamed. Last week I went out for dinner and I looked around and saw so many gay guys -though my gaydar is not one of the best- that they were enjoying their time. And I met some loving gay couples through last couple of years. Why the hell I wasn't in a healthy relationship until now?